I'm feeling mean today Not lost, not blown away Just irritated and quite hated Self control breaks down Why's everything so tame? I Like my life insane I'm fabericating and debating Who I'm gonna kick around
Right now Can't find a way To get accross the hate When I see you
Right now I feel it scratch inside I want to slash and beat you
Right now I rip apart the things inside That excite you
Right now I can't control myself I Fucking hate you
I'm feeling cold today Not hurt just Fucked away I'm devastated and frustrated God I feel so bound So why'd I feel the need? I think it's time to bleed I'm gonna cut myself and watch the blood hit the ground
Right now Can't find a way To get accross the hate When I see you
Right now I feel it scratch inside I want to slash and beat you
Right now I rip apart the things inside That excite you
Right now I can't control myself I Fucking hate you
You open your mouth again I swear I'm gonna break it You open your mouth again, My God I cannot take it
Shut up, shut up, shut up I'll Fuck you up [2x] Shut up, shut up, shut up I'll Fuck you up! [4x] (yelling)
Right now Can't find a way To get accross the hate When I see you
Right now I feel it scratch inside I want to slash and beat you
Right now I rip apart the things inside That excite you
Right now I can't control myself I Fucking hate you
I fucking hate you [4x] I fucking hate you (Shut up!) [3x]
Shut up!
***
[Break Some Off]
I am living without you You think everything will be fine I find making it hard to lie Realize nothing is left inside
I'm about to break some fucking off Going to lose my mind I'm about to break some fucking off I feel I'm feeling fine I'm about to break some fucking off No it won't be fine I'm about to break some fucking off
My lies is going to hurt you My face not going to wait this time I play, games just to despite you I know, you're going to believe this time
I'm about to break some fucking off Going to lose my mind I'm about to break some fucking off I feel I'm feeling fine I'm about to break some fucking off No it won't be fine I'm about to break some fucking off
Feel me as I'm laughing Leaving, eating, fucking, Hating all this bullshit, Raping I can't stand this Fuck X8 I can't stand this Fuck I'm about to break some fucking off Going to lose my mind I'm about to break some fucking off I feel I'm feeling fine I'm about to break some fucking off No it won't be fine I'm about to break some fucking off Off X4
***
[Counting On Me]
Why can't you ever back down? Why can't you just shut your face? Oh god the feelings I feel Would get me thrown in a cage. You're the one who's always is screaming at me I'm the one that keeps your life so care free What the fuck more do you want me to be? Why must you do this to me?
Run away, I can't stay Lead the way, make them pay
Counting, on me. Always hoping I'll be There for all of your problems in turn you're never there for me You sucked the life out of me You hate everything you see I can't take this anymore I always stay when I should leave
You see the pain in my face While you keep putting me down Inside the rage starts to build You push me I won't go down You're the one who's always is screaming at me I'm the one that keeps your life so care free What the fuck more do you want me to be? Why must you do this to me?
Run away, I can't stay Lead the way, make them pay
Counting, on me. Always hoping I'll be There for all of your problems in turn you're never there for me You sucked the life out of me You hate everything you see I can't take this anymore I always stay when I should leave
Could it really be the day, today? Could this really make the problems go away? I'm gonna hurt to go this time
Right now! - I take in all I can now Right Now! - You tore us all part Right Now! - There is nothing you can do to stop me Right now x 9
Counting, on me. Always hoping I'll be There for all of your problems in turn you're never there for me You sucked the life out of me You hate everything you see I can't take this anymore I always stay when I should leave x2
***
[Here It Comes Again]
Pounding, it starts again Hurting, oh where do I begin? Screaming, they dance around my head Hoping, they'll maybe end up dead
Feeling it grab hold, what can I say? Feeling fucked up again (I've got to kill to fight) I can't fucking give in (I feel that I can fight) Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind) Here it comes again
Silence, it goes away Patience, oh really should I stay? Trying so hard to get ahead Failure is often where I'm lead
Feeling it grab hold, what can I say? Feeling fucked up again (I've got to kill to fight) I can't fucking give in (I feel that I can fight) Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind) Here it comes again
Oh, I must hold on Oh, I won't be gone Oh, I won't stop now Oh, I don't know how
Why, I can't hold on Why, I can't be gone Why, I can't stop now Why, I don't know how
Here we go again (again) (x7)
Feeling it grab hold, what can I say? Feeling fucked up again (I've got to kill to fight) I can't fucking give in (I feel that I can fight) Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind) Here it comes again
***
[Deep Inside]
I'm not doing great I feel like I'm dead not thinking straight Inside my body traveled full of hate I had to let it out before its too late Deep inside
Feeling so lost and betrayed Why does this happen to me everytime Stuck in this place where I can't escape Screaming and calling from deep inside
Why won't it fade? Outside I had to lie, "I'm OK" It hurts all day I'll stop feeling clean I guess this is the life I have made Deep inside
Feeling so lost and betrayed Why does this happen to me everytime Stuck in this place where I can't escape Screaming and calling from deep inside
What am I doing? I can't believe this I have been hiding Wanting to be less Giving to people They take from me Always they're bringing drama to me Never... Look at me now... NOW!
Feeling so lost and betrayed Why does this happen to me everytime Stuck in this place where I can't escape Screaming and calling from deep inside
I can't stand all of this fucking pain Please god just go away Please god just make them pay
***
[Did My Time]
Realized I can never win Sometimes feel like I have failed Inside where do I begin? My mind is laughing at me
Tell me, why am I to blame? Aren't we supposed to be the same? That's why I will never tame This thing that's burning in me
I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me
Sometimes I can never tell If I've got something after me That's why I just beg and plead For this curse to leave me
Tell me, why am I to blame? Aren't we supposed to be the same? That's why I will never tame This thing that's burning in me
I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me
Betrayed I feel so Enslaved I really tried I did my time I did my time I did my time I did my time I did my TIME
I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me
Oh god the anger's changing me Oh god the anger's changing me
***
[Everything I've Known]
Away, I see it's going down Today, Hoping in time We'll bury all this pain And will awake Something inside
We pushed our buttons far inside We tear our hearts out Then we fight
Hey, I know Feels like I've lost everything that I've known I cannot survive, Alone Feels like I've lost everything that I've known
Our lives, were good in every way Too late, time after time Our love just turned to hate But we stayed by, each others side
We pushed our buttons far inside We tear our hearts out Then we fight
Hey, I know Feels like I've lost everything that I've known I cannot survive alone Feels like I've lost everything that I've known
I keep holding on, I feel I'm where I belong Everytime we fight it feels so wrong I feel so enslaved fuck my pride Then we meet again
We pushed our buttons far inside We tear our hearts out Then we fight
Hey, I know Feels like I've lost everything that I've known I cannot survive alone Feels like I've lost everything that I've known
***
[Play Me [with Nas]]
Nas: Watching my own back strapped with chrome, to my homies where the tombstones at, where the hoes at? Cuz to many didn't act like dikes, hermaphrodites with benzene, amen Look at the trash that's biting The life in times is kinda weaker like the time and life of the sandman on Apollo theater Imagine that another black with a hook who pulls the wack talent off the stage I'm in rage
Nas: Trust nobody I don't know who to call a friend they all just pretend to be Fuck Everybody This is to all of ya'll cuz everybody is an enemy x2
Jonathan Davis: You fill your lies around me and you think you've won You feel you can control me with the things you've done
Jonathan Davis: You think that you can take me You think that you can play me You're gonna to start to hate me I feel that you've disgraced me x5
Nas: Trust nobody I don't know who to call a friend they all just pretend to be Fuck Everybody This is to all of ya'll cuz everybody is an enemy x2
***
[Alive]
I cannot ever find a away To throw these darkened thoughts away Need a place to hide It's thrown in my face everyday Guess that's the price I have to pay For what's inside my mind
Alive! [x8]
I am alive I will never run away Places inside My heart screams inside with pride Once I cried Now I wipe away the tears Once I died Now I'm alive
Alive! [x8]
Little things tempt me everyday Contemplating's how I like to play Better not cross that line What's this in my head I didn't say It's something I can't throw away What's inside my mind
I am alive I will never run away Places inside My heart screams inside with pride Once I cried Now I wipe away the tears Once I died Now I'm alive
I bide my time I'm intertwined I'm falling in this place I thought I left behind x2
I bide my time I'm intertwined I'm falling in this place I thought I left behind (Feeling so alive) x2
Alive! [x4]
I am alive I will never run away Places inside My heart screams inside with pride Once I cried Now I wipe away the tears Once I died Now I'm alive
***
[Let's Do This Now]
Run away to no-where Too chicken shit to face I'm gonna go there The beer I cannot taste You think you got me You're gonna tumble down Keep coming for me I'll drop you on the ground
I fuck with no one Until you get in my face
Break you now Mercy, I cannot allow Through your face, My fist will plough Watching as your blood pours down Let's do this now X2
You're gonna feel how I really am with you You're going nowhere Don't really know what to do It's going to go on Until you run away You can't control me You best do in my way
I fuck with no one Until you get into my face
Break you now Mercy, I cannot allow Through your face, My fist will plough Watching as your blood pours down Let's do this now X2
Don't you know that You can touch me Don't you know that You can bring me down Oh my life would be so easy now If you hadn't stepped across that line LINE! LINE!
Break you now Mercy, I cannot allow Through your face, My fist will plough Watching as your blood pours down Let's do this now X4
***
[I'm Done]
We are the pain We are the shame We've gone insane Inside where no one's around
I am to blame, for everything I like this game, that you all make me play
I'm done being there for others They have their pain and so do I Don't need to feel it all over I try to hold on and you bring me down
We are estranged We are deranged I can't explain How you all break me apart
I am to blame, for everything I like this game, that you all make me play
I'm done being there for others They have their pain and so do I Don't need to feel it all over I try to hold on and you bring me down
We wait, we hate We try to get away Mistake, my pain It has been lead astray I'm Looking around, I drop to the ground Why does this have to end this way
Feeling numb, so long Oh God it's just everyday It's everything
Now I pray for all of them to go away!
I'm done being there for others They have their pain and so do I Don't need to feel it all over I try to hold on and you bring me down
***
[Ya'll Want A Single]
Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, Fuck that Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, Fuck that Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, Fuck that Y'all want a single say fuck that Boom Boom Boom Boom
What's going on today? (today) We gotta break away (away) We got a problem and I think it's going to make us go down (hey, hey, hey, hey)
They think we're all the same (the same) And always we're to blame (to blame) For shit I think is lame (is lame) It's time to stop the game (the game) I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say
Y'all want a single say fuck that (fuck that) Fuck that, Fuck that (fuck that) (x4)
What's going on today? (today) We gotta break away (away) We got a problem and I think it's going to make us go down (hey, hey, hey, hey)
They think we're all the same (the same) And always we're to blame (to blame) For shit I think is lame (is lame) It's time to stop the game (the game) I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say
Y'all want a single say fuck that (fuck that) Fuck that, Fuck that (fuck that) (x4)
We are the ones breaking you down We are the hope to drown out your sounds All Across the world you've fed what you found All Across the world you're breaking you down
Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, FUCK THAT SHIT (x4) Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, Fuck that Wanna single say fuck that fuck that, fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that (fuck that) Fuck that, Fuck that (fuck that) (x4)
***
[When Will This End]
Standing inside rotting away Something inside of me has been taken away Feeling my heart breaking in vain It won't get better now When will this end?
I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play With my head There's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame When will this end?
Hopeless inside alone as I wait Brewing inside of me is your endless hate Feeling my heart breaking in vain It won't get better now When will this end?
I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play With my head There's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame When will this end?
The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you You're always trying and the lying always shines right through My God I hate this Always take shit And I let this go on Why can't I break this? I just take this As this goes on and on
End When will this end? (x7)
I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play With my head There's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame When will this end?